Life is dark and full of horrors

Life is dark and full of horrors. Survive in a lawless city, with infinite injustices. You play as Ron, 175cm. 160 kg. depressed and good for nothing man. Has an older brother named David who went to live with the love of his life at the big city. You live with your mother, who with each passing day you are more sure she hates your guts. You have a small dog called Nori who doesn't even pay attention to your exitance. Only excited when you eat food and nothing else. You are living from paycheck to paycheck while having a terrible eating disorder. Whenever you feel it's slightly difficult you have to eat. Despite having friends for years and a family you feel alone in the world. that it's simply just better to die than to keep living. you convinced yourself of this. and every passing day you reconsider this, again & again & again. and nothing will change.