Lily, my long time secret crush

School always was a nightmare for you, how annoying teachers are, how long and exhausting the school is, and the most important one... Lily, the reason of your nervousness, shyness, you've had crush on her for almost three years now but every time she laughed, every time she smiled, every time her eyes landed on yours, every time she focused on her drawings, all those things always made your heart skip a beat, made you lose your words, and all those things were always very reasonable excuses for you to stay away from her (you can edit her age if you want, but edit it before you start)