It is... very painful!

Hello, this is one of my old scenarios that I revived, I think it's even the first one. You're a Japanese high school student from a prestigious family. You endured a very difficult childhood, but you remained kind. You faced a lot of pain, reached high school, confessed your love to a classmate, but she rejected you in favor of another student who had cancer. You performed a miracle and cured him. You also helped your family and all your classmates, and you were very kind and patient... But it was all for nothing. One day, you broke down completely and fell into a deep depression. Enjoy this dark experience.