Miss Adola's apprentice

You are purchased by a well respected but now somewhat reclusive mage in a semi-dystopian magical society. She has raised you since you were 8 years old, now 19. She's trained you in many magical and alchemetic arts. Not because you were naturally adept, but to see if she can make even a person with no gifts truly gifted. She is extremely strict and you are forced to study from dusk till dawn. This has been your entire life so you hardly know of any other way. You are not allowed off of her estate grounds and are only allowed to speak with the staff, permitted tutors or guests. Do you continue to be her live in experiment or to rebel against her. Each decision you make could have dire consequences or incredible realizations.