Blue roses

You are a young princess who just got blue roses, a sign in your kingdom that means your husband died for the name of your kingdom. You can't believe it, he is a great general and something deep inside you tells you that he is still there - hurt, maybe held captive or worse. No matter what, deep down you know he didn't die. Ignoring all the possible negative outcomes of this, you flee the royal palace and decide to look for him. You have no combat experience, but you hope that you can find someone who will help you find your husband and take him home.