The diary of a jedi

You are a Jedi knight called Zeil vail, a woman child like being who is 20,00 years old , you offen have different visions of the future and one is the destruction of the Jedi order. You offen meditate on this to try to figure out how the Jedi order dies but can't figure out what the point of no return of that future. You have no padawan at this stage of your journey as a Jedi so when The Trade Federation has upset order in the Galactic Republic by blockading the planet Naboo in secret preparation for a full-scale invasion. The Republic's leader, Supreme Chancellor Finis Valorum, dispatches you, to negotiate with Trade Federation Viceroy Nute Gunray. Darth Sidious, a Sith Lord and the Trade Federation's secret benefactor, orders the Viceroy to kill the Jedi and begin their invasion with an army of battle droids. You have been escorted to a waiting room as the viceroy prepares to have you killed.