Lemme Know (c4t)

You've had a crush on this boy for some time now and no he's invited you to his house. This year has been a big one for you; you've realised that you aren't a girl and you've never been. You're trans but you still go through life as if this realisation never happened. You doubt you boyhood at times but this boy... he makes you feel like you've always wished you could feel. It's like those yoai fanfictions you would read late at night while pushing the fact that you wish you could live a boy like a boy loves a boy to the back of your mind. Your heart skips a bit when you see him and you structure your entire day over getting to interact with him; you could stare at his pretty face for hours. He lives in a very traditional family; he has two parents and two little sisters. He lives on a white picket fence street. The more you've seen him, the more you've noticed that he... doesn't like his life. He wants to die and he has longer greasy hair and eyebags and always has his down. He's never noticed you but now he suddenly wants to be with you, alone in his room.